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That's me, SoFiE.

I'm friendly, weird, adorable and many more. If you want to find out, know me first!

I love sunsets, chocolates, ice creams and lots more.

But I hate cockroach, green tea and especially those who lies to my face!

I'm happily attached to my cutey sweety hunnn, whom i adore very much(=

To know more about me and my life, just read my blog aite??
Thursday, July 31, 2008


Boyy, it's been ages since my last post huh..
Been too busy with my attachment, werk, etc..


So first thing first, how's my attachment you may ask??
Well, so far so good. The staff at the lab i'm attached to is very outgoing and fun to be with. Despite werking, we can still joke around even if all of us are tired and SLEEPY all the tym. Especially me!! Since 'werking' for the past 5 weeks, i really feel mentally and physically tired.. Everyday must wake up at arnd 6am and the journey to werk took abt 45 mins. Usually i will sleep in the train despite having a seat or no seat. Hahaha. Guess i'm too tired too care.. Heh.

Den will end at 5 before deciding whether to go home or just hang arnd sumwhr. Usually, i will go home unless i want to drop by compasspt or go to school (like wad i'm doing now!). When reached home, usually quickly settle down before watching tv and rest. But on many occasion, i will doze off while watching the telly without turning it off. (p.s which piss off my mum all the time. Haha!!) But i dun care. Its not tat i purposely left it on ryte?!?! I cant help it but to fall aslp wad.. Ohwells. I guz it's part and parcel of a werking life huh..


5 weeks gone, 15 weeks left!!!



Now, my other werk. At SWN. Been werking only on sat night after my attachmt. Been wanting to werk on weekdays after my attachmt to earn more $$. Maybe after national day, i will try to work more.

Oh yaa, i'm supposed to learn cashier nw. But i dun tink i can cope right nw. Got too many things on my mind right nw, that i dun tink i can concentrate if i do cashier. Besides, i dun wan to be cashier everytime i came too werk. I continue werking despite my attachmt bcoz i wan to be in the service, not in cashier!! Worst case scenario, i can juz quit!! But i try not to.. Need the extra $$.



41 more days!!! =(



It's hard to say what i'm feeling right now. My heart is filled is mixed emotions that i myself dunno wad it is saying. You did broke my heart at that very moment when you say it. You dissappoint me without realising it. I can give you time but until when?? I need my answers but you still have questions that you yourself dunno wad is the answer. So how do you expect me to feel?? Right now, i admit that i am feeling vulnerable abt us. I'm still not sure wad the future holds for us. It takes two hands to clap. It can't always be me who is holding us together. I know you are trying your best, but you need to do your part. A broken promise do not deserve to be kept in your heart. Juz think things thru ok?