so finally, i hav time to blog. d past two days i've been kept bz wif stuffs...

let's start wif sat, as mention in my last post i went cycling. wif mya, ika n ziz. d initial plan was either to cycle to ecp or ubin. den we decide to juz stick wif ecp first. so, we set out at abt 11+ from mya hse n meet ziz at loyang pt. den we cycle along och n changi beach. nw to get to ecp from changi was a nightmare sia. we cycle along d main road tt is bside d airport. it's like a whole straight road tat seems nvr endin lar. to make matters worse, it starts to rain. thx lar! wen we finally gt to ecp, we started to relax n joke otw. still continue to cycle all the way to d new bk tt juz open tt dae. aren't we lucky! we chill until abt 2 b4 orderin our food. while waitin, dey play taiti or wadever card games while i juz watch since i dunno how to plae. hah. i noe im pathetic, so no nid to rub it in. i only play stress wif ika. back to story, we had a heavy lunch or onlie i did? wadever. we dunno where to go next. den mya suggested esplanade. so tats where we head towards. cycle n cycle, got lost, n finally reached esplanade arnd 4++. chill till abt 5++ b4 heading back. goin back was more relaxing. went thru bedok as it was a shorter route. arrived at home at 8.30 sharp. took a quick bath n crash my bed!! my whole body was achin lar!! but its a wonderful memory.. hope to hav more of it in d near future. =)

yest, wake up arnd 12+. nid to find my formal shoes. go bugis oso dun hav. decide to go far-east one of these days. N i oso managed to 'order' 2 clothes n 1 bag for myself. heh. tats my reward. den go home try to study for my bmic quiz. well, i start at 12am. n by 1+ i was too bored so i read a bk instead. haha. d quiz turn out to b okae i guz. shld be able to pass.

hrmm..... i guz wad the quote say is quite true. im sure tat you muz hav experience tis b4. at least once. when you want to solve d problem but no matter wad you do, you r back to square one. at first, you tot you r trying to solve d problem. but in actual fact, you r juz runnin away from it. you onlie realised tis when you found out tat nth hav changed since. d problem is still there and will still be hangin there unless you really do sumtink abt it. but d main qn is do you know wad to do?? being humans, we dun hav d answer to everything. so, how can we possibly noe whether wad we r doin is solvin d problem or makin it worse? tats why i tink being innocent is better than ignorance.
however, wad if you want to solve d problem but you still cant accept d aftermath of the problem? lyke you want things to be back to normal juz lyke d past..but you noe deep inside tat it will nvr be d same again. do you want to live ur life knowin tat you hav let go far too easily? will you ever regret your decision to let go??
or wld u use another person to forget d past? if u did, mayb its due to u wantin to 'rebound'. u tot u can forget d past by lookin at d future. but in actual fact its harder than it looks.

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