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Wednesday, January 03, 2007

I'm always fascinated by blood.

How they flow so smoothly on anything.

It sometimes makes me wonder.

How is it feel to have blood flow out of our body.

How is it feel to cut your own wrist on purpose.

I know that it is a stoopid foolish act.

But, it seems like "fun". heh.

I myself have seen people who does that.

Clearly, it destroy the beautiful nature of your wrist.

Didn't it hurt when they did it?

Maybe that pain gives them a sense of satisfaction.

Or maybe the pain they feel is nothing,

as compared to the pain that they have been hiding inside.

Still, its an idiotic thing to do.

Even I myself have to admit to that.

But, the thought of doing it did tempt my intuitive self.

But, so far, i managed to keep myself from falling victim to it. =)

todae first day of skool seems typically boring. juz come for 2hrs onlie. den gt a project meeting wif some of my classmates. after that, i gt no other plans. since my plan wif a fren of mine is cancel due to a understanding reason, i gt no other choice but to stay in skool. so i decide to stay in skool to try do my project. juz me alone as usual. duh. i managed to start on my socio project uh. but after an hr doin, my mood immediately changed. so i 'daydream', look at my surroundings and finally managed to come up wif those stuffs above. so typical sofie rite? heh. but wad can i do? i'll start to do stoopid stuffs when i gt nothing to do.
besides all those boring stuffs, i quite happy todae. coz gt to meet mya n nisha after a 'long' holidae. reallie miss being wif them. n they are extra hyper todae, unlike me. hahahz. =)

so unlike mya n nisha who are super hyper, im feelin sleepy thruout the day. its my own fault lar. slept at 5am todae which mean only gt 2hrs of sleep. Damn!! i guz i myself noe the reason why. coz its the 3rd!!! well, dun tink u ppl understand aniwae. so enuf said abt tat!!

so finally went home at 4+. which i straight go to my bed and throw myself at it. had abt 3hrs of nice sleep b4 my mum called. Aarrgghh!! Ppl always gets in my way sia. wth??!! so in the end, i woke up and remembered tt i need to edit my project. so tts wad i did from 7+ to 9. watch the chinese drama till 10. den do this bloggin shit. haiz...later still need to do my fa tut for tmr. lazy lar!!! =(

Sofie!! You need to wake up from ur dream now!! Its the reality that you need to deal wif!!

aniwae, i want to change something. Can i change my short term memory to long term memory?? u wanna noe y?? well bcoz, lately i cant remember ppl names, even my frens/ acquintance. esp todae lar. juz now while i was juz listenin to my mp3, this guy came and sit in front of me. No, its not wad u tink. now this guy, i remember his face and i noe he is mya's fren. but the thing is i forgot his name!!! stoopid sofie!! and he remembers my name!! im like speechless lar. we talk awhile b4 he goes off. damn!! after he's gone, i was still tinking of his name. heh. lucky he dunno that i forgot his name. until now i still cant remember his name. haiz..sofie sofie..

wonderin hows other ppl first day of skool. partly abt my lil sis. she hav started her sec skool life todae. i noe she will be fine. and oso my nephew first day in his primary skool. wonder hows he's doing?? Hmm.. juz hope he doesnt start hittin ppl like he hit me. I alredy miss him!!

so!! its the 3rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe i hate tis number alredy. i can vividly remember things tat is associated wif this number. enuf said lar. dun want to pour everything here. its so not appropriate lar. wadever!!

ithavbeenalongandlonelymth.

fromwadiamseeing,itseemstinkshavnotchangedsinceamthago.

maybeitwldbebetternottoseeeachothereveragain.maybenot.


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