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Monday, January 15, 2007

Have you ever felt like crying out loud but you can't? well, tat happen to me todae actually. it's not bcoz i dun wan to. but bcoz i tink there's no more tears left in my eyes. it's like you wan to pour out everything but you juz can't. did my tears really 'run' out? due to all those cryin b4 this? mayb. another possibilties is tat mayb i've moved on. but i dun tink tats it. bcoz i still can feel the pain tat pierce into my heart at tat moment. so i guz its likely bcoz of my tears runnin dry. but tat doesn't mean tat i dun feel angry at the same time. i admit i did feel my anger burstin out. it juz pains me to see how easily a person can forget everything. hmmphh!!
I noe tat you are admitin to be 'deeply madly in love'. but i wonder whether tat is really true. coz it seems tat those words nvr meant like they r supposed to when u say tat you love me few mths back. i kinda sick in believin everythin you say in case i was easily lied to. well, i hope you r out of my life completely!! dun bother to call or msg me animore coz i will simply ignore you from nw on(tat is if you are readin tis). one more thing left to say: you & tat bitch can go to hell!!

damn, tat was soo not sofie rite? well, its juz tat i need somewhere to pour out my feelings nw. now, i feel much better, i tink. but i reallie meant wad i sae above ok? enuf said abt tat. todae, originally i felt quite ok as compared to other days.first time im nt late for lect. but den i skip another lect n chill at reservoir. heh. i noe i promised tat i will nt skip animore lect but the tot reallie tempt me. so, i did it. after tat, i tot of doin my math tut. but in d end, after doin 1 qn, i dosed off alone at the benches. to make matters worse, after tat i hav to go for socio lect alone. haiz...but im used to being left alone.
but my ok mood changed drastically after i read sumthing that cause me to blurt out those things above. stoopid sia. like i say b4, why muz ppl keep spoilin my mood? uurrgghh!! bcoz of tat, i gt no mood to do anything else. like my tut hwk for tmr. heck care to it lar. its nt d first time i nvr do hwk. so, now im back to my bad mood. so ppl beware!

again, tis wk is reallie impt to me. cant tell why coz its personal. juz pray tat it will all turn out well. :S

k lar, i gtg alredy. b4 tat, here's a paragraph taken from a bk:

"The thing you have to remember abt a broken heart is tat it loses all rationality. It takes over the strongest of us, and turns us into jelly. It can't juz be glued back 2gether. It can take days, mths or a yr to heal, or sometimes it nvr does, not properly aniwae. Ppl so afflicted by it shld be treated kindly & nt to pull themselves 2gether. For non-sufferers, it is easy to underestimate the seriousness of such an illness; sufferers find it difficult to imagine anything worse."

P.S.
1) congrats to benji 4 bein the best dancer!! tho i hope it was travis who won!!
2) Wish aishwarya & abishek all d best 4 their wedding & bless them wif long lastin happiness!

Dun't want you back


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