so, todae is hari raya haji. the day when all the kambings get sembelih. i feel bad for the animals. but there's nth i cld do to help. so too bad for them.. =(

woke quite early todae bcoz of tt someone. but nvr mind, i've been slping too much tis days. been slping arnd 3-4am every nite. juz cldnt slp. keep tossin and turnin on my comfy bed.. sumtimes i even cry myself to bed, like yest. n since i cant slp yest, i did sometink. somehow, i cant post the pics up. damn. will try again soon.


i admit tt i gt nth better to do. since i cant write poems anymore for now, i decide to "draw" or scribble my tots arnd. will continue to do so until my mind is at peace...

juz nw went to courts. d one tt juz open beside ikea. my first time being there. coz i dun really like to shop when i noe i can buy nth. so juz follow my mum n aunt there. there, i plucked my ears wif my mp3 all the way.
den to eat dinner at simpang bedok. still, the past came flooding in. but i tried to ignore all tat. and guz wad? I bought more CHOCOLATES!! heh. been eatin it everyday. go to hell if there's any outbreak. i dun care abt my face animore.

four weeks have past. time seems to past quite slowly tis month. mayb its juz my imagination. f*ck lar. WADEVER!!
being the last day of the mth, i gt to say tat tis mth hav been a roller-coster ride for me. how my life change drastically in 1 short mth. how i became more mature in my tinkin and feelings. haiz.. no need to say how much i hav change in tis mth. juz noe, im quite glad tat tis mth is finally over in a matter of hrs.

being the last day in 2006 oso, i gt to admit tt tis year hav been the most interesting year for me. there's time when im feeling damn happy and there's oso times when im feeling damn sad. to tell the truth, its during second half of the year tt it all happen. but too bad, tt only the beginning is a happy one whereas the ending one is a sad one.(p.s tis only apply to my part, not the other party) therefore, for the new year, i hope i can be back to normal. in terms of my behaviour and studies tt is. =)
tis year oso, my frens list hav increase. and my hate list begins to hav some names in them. well, u hav to lose some to gain some rite?

tis past mths oso, i have regretted in doin a lot of things. things tt i noe is "wrong" but i still do it nonetheless. doing things i noe tt is "breaking the rules". i cant believe how im soo stoopid to do all those stuffs in the beginning. mayb its all those immature feelings tat blinded me. f*ck lar!! WADEVER!!

aniwae, i want more malay jiwang songs..anione gt?? i been wantin to hear more of those jiwang songs. i gt enuf of english sad songs. now i need more malay ones!!

with tis i hope i can move on wif my life. coz;
~i believe in karma where what goes arnd comes arnd.
~its no use cryin over spilt milk.
~life still hav to move on, rite?
~its foolish to hold on to something tat is nt urs.
~if you love someone set them free, if they come back it was meant to be.
~its stoopid to waste my time and heart to someone who dont appreciate me.

hmm..tts all for now i guz.
Again, selamat hari raye to all muslims & happy new year to everyone on my frens list!!

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