went out juz now wif my mum and cuzzin. to pick up my little nephew. and he brought his little "gameboy". not fair!! he gt that for his 6th bdae!! for being 6 yrs old, he gt a "gameboy". and as of me, i dont even get anytink for my bdae. and im gonna be 17 tis year!! Wadever lar!! dun care!!
den b4 goin home, hang arnd my cuzzin house first. N i try out tis hair straightening cream. dunno if it works coz im using once onlie. if it works for my cuzzin, im buying one! if i gt the money lar..

i realised tt goin out wif my family or frens does nt reallie help me in moving on.its juz did the opposite!!

hrmm..wad else uh? ooh yaa..i cant go to my class chalet tis thurs and fridae. coz i gt tt stoopid ogl camp till sat. haiz..must i go?? i reallie gt no mood to go lar. but i guz i hav to go. =(

since i gt nth else to write, i wanna make a wishlist for monday:
1) A new wallet
2) Contact lenses.
3) Lots of chocolates
4) A damn good jacket.
5) Money to go shopping!!
6) New footwear.
7) A new belt and formal shirt. [coz the old ones brings sad memories]
well, for now tts all tt i can tink of lar. so *hints* to my frens.haha. but i noe most/all of my wishes wont come true. never mind. i dun reallie care coz i gotten used to not receivin any presents for my bdae. its juz some things tt can make me a bit happy after all the ordeal i've been thru. so, i guz ppl wishing me on tt day will be enuf.( if there's any!)
how i reallie wish i got someone to share tt day wif..... =( haiz.. its all juz in the past i guz. for now, im alone!!


ok lar, i wanna do my stoopid project alredy. till tmr i guz.
its dumb sofie signin off~~

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