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That's me, SoFiE.

I'm friendly, weird, adorable and many more. If you want to find out, know me first!

I love sunsets, chocolates, ice creams and lots more.

But I hate cockroach, green tea and especially those who lies to my face!

I'm happily attached to my cutey sweety hunnn, whom i adore very much(=

To know more about me and my life, just read my blog aite??







Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Ingin ku sendiri
Meniti hari
Kala sunyi
Yang melanda sepi
Alam bisu
Bagaikan mengerti
Berakhirnya sebuah memori

Ingin ku melangkah
Membawa diri
Kerna cinta
Yang dikhianati
Luka rasa untuk menghadapi
Pengorbanan tidak dihargai

( korus )
KINI AKU...
PASRAH DENGAN SEGALANYA
KEPEDIHAN ITU
MASIH TERASA
APAKAH SALAHKU
APAKAH DOSAKU
TUHAN BERILAHKU PETUNJUKMU
REDHA DENGAN KEHENDAKMU
CUKUP KALI INI
KAU MENYAKITI BERULANGKALI
TAK USAHLAH KEMBALI
DENGAN RELA HATI
MELEPAS KAU PERGI...

Ingin ku sendiri
Meniti hari
Kala sunyi
Yang melanda sepi
Alam bisu
Bagaikan mengerti
Berakhirnya sebuah memori

~Pasrah~Erra Fazira~


so like the song above suggest, i am feeling 'pasrah' ryte now. with everytink goin on around and inside of me. i tink tt song is goin to be my nxt favorite malay song, besides my 'what hurts the most'. haiz..im feeling down n depressed lately sia... :(

d ppr juz now SUCKS lar!!!!!they give like 22 marks for questions abt one topic. and tt topic is the one tt i nvr pay attention to. Wad the hell!!! im veri frustated wif myself lar... im goin to fail tt ppr....boohooo!! :( wen doin tt ppr, my mind was like blank lar...i only study on the early morning of the ppr..at arnd 12-1am... Actually ive been studying at arnd the same time for my previous ppr uh..so was not surprise wen i cnnt do d ppr..but still, its the first time i really feel hopeless after doin a ppr.

haiz...why muz tis happen to me at tis point?? right b4 my term test somemore...why nvr did tis happen lyke earlier huh? right wen you found 'her'? right wen you dun 'sayang' me animore? Now bcoz of tt, my studies is indirectly affected... hrmm, pissed at you for tt.. :(

niwae, ika wants his psp back.NO!!! tts my onlie way of listenin to tt song again n again. but i noe i cant object coz its rightfully his. my last chance of listenin to it is tmr on my way to school..n im goin to make full use of it. repeatin tt song continuously.. now i wish for a mp3/ipod for my bdae!! but i noe my wish wont come true lar.. who will be willing to sacrifice their money to make me hapi?? i noe no one will..n there's no one who can make me hapi for now oso...which makes me sad oso.. :(

went out juz now wif my mum, aunts n cuzzins. tried to act as per normal. but its harder coz my cuzzins noe alredy. so i still keep quiet most of the time. juz went to tm n salihin. so boring..my mood onlie improve a bit wen my mum bought me sumtink.hee. :)

one more ppr to go!!! n i havent study oso..like always..ill be studying at late nite later uh..

after tt ppr, its freedom!! but tt freedom hav no effect on me..as i gt no plans for the holidae.. Boohoo!! ask my sis to go jln2 but she say she quite bz nowadays. hope she's free soon. den mya will oso be bz wif her stuffs during d whole holidae. ika is full is plans but i dun tink i wanna join him wif his frens. so...im left alone again for 2 whole weeks... :( [if anyone gt any plans, juz beep me aite? im free for whoever tt is free oso..]

ok lar...till my nxt post...

its depressed sofie signin off... :(